I feel as cold as ice inside my chest
when I suddenly realize that I ain't gonna be able to let somebody else in
It feels like there is no place inside and at the same time there is a huge emptiness
the whole Universe
It feels like people just keep going through
And the most difficult part is that I cannot actually understand if it's the sign of weakness or strenght
if it is fear or courage
if I let them in and I am strong enough not to get hurt to death as I used to
or I am just so weak that I don't try to get close enough

When will I get tired enough of being so confused?