среда, 22 февраля 2012 г.

to overcome all the difficulties with grace and dignity

I am a human and I make mistakes,
sometimes I am confused,
sometimes I become the worst version of myself.

What I want to learn is to let go,
to overcome all the difficulties with grace and dignity,
be decent and do my best,
be honest with myself, which is probably the most difficult part of it.

It suddenly made me feel a little bit relieved when I finally realized that it's not about being a perfect creature never making mistakes, it's about being a good person...about having this great heart and trying not to let it down. I just have to learn how not to let the voices of all these people who don't really know my heart and don't know my history and situation suppress my own inner voice.
I have to stop thinking I need all these people.
I just have to face the truth -  there is no way to help everybody and to be good for everybody, all I can do is be courageous enough to stay open and let them in, because one has to be so damn strong to do that! All I can do is to give them all the kindness and warmth I have, and accept that sometimes it's not enough for them, and it's no use regretting if they don't see it, don't appreciate or simply don't need it.
I have to stop overreacting.
Regrets don't work, neither do expectations.
Don't give up, keep on being yourself.
I need to stop trying to justify myself, make excuses or explain why I am who I am to somebody who often doesn't even give a damn, the best I can do is to be responsible to myself for every my thought and deed, be conscious.

I should never regret what's done and what's in my heart. That's who I am and I have to accept myself, because I am the person I have to live with so I'd better be the person I can respect or at least bear for the beginning. See this person crystal clear, forgive her, accept her, have the strongest belief in her, because it is never too late to open up your heart and move on.

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